I was just about to blog a very self-pitying emo post.
And you know what, i totally agree, all of a sudden. It's all so immature to be so easily beaten by circumstances, to give up and tear for negligible little set backs that are ultimately up to me to overcome.and i was just looking at this bookmark that says its when tings go wrong tt u must not quit.
and guess wad, I have everything; great family, friends, school - almost everything. God has mercy on me, and He's blessed me beyond my wildest dreams. Though sometimes i'm a little bitch and take things for granted, and whine and moan over the smallest of things, deep down I'm really grateful.Point is, I'm not perfect, but i want to be. Help me, God.

Well it sure sucks to be sick, and to pangseh a hell lot of people, and to miss chruch, and to rot whole day at home! argh. i really dread being sick! i guess i stressed myself out last wk, overworking myself not with homework but with little things here and there which i shouldnt.
well, and ive really forsaken my studies for so long since school reopen.copying and copying tutorials, mind straying during lectures slacking at home instead of studying.argh . and YES im not gonna let it happen anymore. God, please give me strength.