this week has been tough tough for me. well i tink next wk might be tougher.
That day is drawing near..REALLY near.that all of a sudden, reality just sinked in so deep tt i dno what to do.
WELL, this morning wasnt a nice one to start with. I just teared..
although good things happened to me, but im starting to wondering when smth good happen, will smth bad happen to take away and equal out the goodness given to me?
i really dont want that. and i rather not have that.


uh well im just abit at a loss.
God, grant me strength.